Monday, June 26, 2006

TmL this time i will be at hong kong already.
I am suppose to be alslp now.
But i still haven pack my stuff.
And i haven done some things that i told myself i wld...
26th to 29th!
Take gOOd carE ppl!!
i gO le wor~~

butterfly fantasy at
12:43 AM

Monday, June 19, 2006

So be it.
Maybe now i can work towards wat i oways wanted.

nx week today, this time.
I will free.
From u.. from them..
from the demons.
Mayb i will jus get myself lost in hk.
Start over there.
Oh man! I duno Cantonese.
-.-

butterfly fantasy at
12:20 PM

Saturday, June 17, 2006

Meet yan lin. Bishan. Over the hedge. CMM Popcorn Combo. I said MIX but she gave me SWEET. hais... Not allow to go in at 4.35pm when its a 4.45 show. -.-
Rot rot rot. Check ID. Drink outside J8. Stare stare stare. 9.30 reached. 1020 came hm.
Red red red. Chat chat chat. My slassy girl. Home.

And den.... it is all cloudy again.

butterfly fantasy at
1:23 AM

Friday, June 16, 2006

bored bored bored ... B O R E D O O M.

butterfly fantasy at
2:34 PM

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

If by mistake
I made a mistake,
den just consider it a mistake
and forget it.
But forget only the mistake,
not me.

im so messed up but i cant do anything abt it.

butterfly fantasy at
12:15 AM

Sunday, June 11, 2006

why is everything so complicated again?
I m cursed.
At this point of time...

butterfly fantasy at
12:04 AM

Saturday, June 10, 2006

There was this small lil boy who came up to me.
I thought he was lost so I bought him to his family.
I sat down and have some cakes and tea.
She was his aunt.
She turned to me.
She was so pretty.
Flawless skin, big round eyes. Her hair falls in all the correct places.
She asked me if im free tml for bakers inn.
In holland v.
I din noe wat to reply.
she started describing how nice tt place was.
I din want to hear any of it.
I never wanted to know her or him, if i haf a choice.

butterfly fantasy at
1:41 PM

Thursday, June 08, 2006

I have jus established the fact that
you are a ben dan.
And Im a xiao mei mei.

-.-

butterfly fantasy at
10:59 PM

Eve of my one and only paper.
And I'm not concentrating on it.
1 paper and i'm gonna sux at it too.
and i've another sems to go after this one.
how am i gonna survive?

So... wat's on my mind now?
Erm.. the sudden change.
I dun understand.
And Im afraid to ask..
Really busy or avoiding?
I could jus chuck tt thought aside,
but its been bugging me since i got out of bed tis morn.
Ben dan..
To put it out in the open, there will bound to be a change.
And I might not be ready for it.
If it continues like this, there will oways be an element of doubt.
And I dun think I like to carry on doubting it.
So... that leaves me... NOWHERE.

And den, to complicate things.
Tml.
First u made mi 'ehhhh?' den 'orhhhh' with a smile.
But now?
If this is the way, den mayb i sldnt turn up tml.
Y u wanted me to go was also left unsaid.
I simply followed instructions,
like a xiao mei mei.
Puzzled..

If there is no push and pull..
will we end up anywhere?
or is this a game of how long one can hold on?

butterfly fantasy at
10:30 PM

cool. hot. cool. hot.
aiyoyo...
Mayb i sld make it clear?
its weird.
i can play the game,
but i need to noe where i stand too.

Oh wellss... i finally decided against IAP.
Going to hk in 2 weeks time.
Cant wait!!!
wahaha~~

butterfly fantasy at
3:27 PM

Thursday, June 01, 2006

Am i doing the right thing?

butterfly fantasy at
12:31 AM